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First of all, Happy New Year!
is already 2011 !
I've breathe on the earth for 22 years.

Alright.
Yesterday was really a fun countdown with my friends.
So this is what happened,
Early morning 9am, meeting my friends at the bedok interchange for breakfast before the trip to the Singapore Zoo.
Supposedly 11 person to go, but just got to know that 2 person are not joining us, 1) Yiting (jon's friend); but 2nd one is really surprised me - Lihan. Totally no idea what the hell happened, she is uncontactable the whole day. So we decided to continue with the plan without her.

Stupid Eilania Lee Chi Xian suppose to meet us at bedok interchange too, but she woke up late and Ku-Manged prepare herself, so she decides to join us with her boyfriend later.

Alright, OFF to the ZOO !!!
Dressed like a nerd everyone of us.
Is really embarassing but is kind a cool though.
I think we make the visitors to zoo feel more worth it as they not only can look at the animals and shows, but also the beauty on each of us. Ha ~
Nothing much in the zoo to talk about other than the awesome us cause I just visited the zoo 2 weeks ago with my parents.
Which one more fun? I guess both are different case, as with family and friends, so both are as good !

At 6pm, which the zoo is closing, we make our way to Lania's place for the BBQ countdown party.
Thanks to those who prepared the food, and cooked/BBQ-ed for us, we had a really nice meal after the long tiring zoo experience.
Drank quite a bit of the beer, talked quite a bit of cock but full of laugher. Very fast is the countdown time for everyone in the world to 2011, everyone standing at the balcony looking at the fireworks having a big smile on the face wishing everyone around a happy new year. How good is that? 
After the countdown, we played the Pictionary game as the start of our 2011. Ha~ it was really fun as everyone is damn high and the teams are quite balance (without M & M, hahahahhahahaha =P ). It took us almost 4 hours to complete the game, yeah and the "Champion" team won. #$%^&* hanna hanna, congratz la...Neh neh. 
Everyone goes home afterthat.

OS.
Many things came through my mind and heart yesterday. 
Many things I want to say it out, show it out but I can't.
I care about HER more than myself alot, alot & alot. 
If things are said & showed out, it will turn things worst.
I prefer myself to suffer inside, hide it inside.
It may or not to turn me a better person, patient & open minded.
I just hope for the best.
Seeing her happy making me a happy person.
Nothing else more important than that.
What I wishes for is, she knows that I will always be at her side.

=) (is a bitter smile)

Bring you all this song described me perfectly. Thanks Show Luo.

Yesterday half day and today full day off.
What I did for the off days???

one wonderful word to describe - Sleep.
I freaking slept for my 1 & half off day, how useful can I be as a human?

Supposedly to go exercise, tidy up my room, housework and plan for my nerd trip tomorrow to Zoo. Ha. But none of them is done or even started.

Speaking about the nerd trip to Zoo.
I'm really nervous about it, am I really gonna do so for the New Year Eve???!!
Arghz... is really embarassing but I guess I have to as everyone else is doing the same, so yeah.....is ok, for the noobness of my 2010 shall be the end.

On tuesday night, I am really appreciate that Edwin, my shifu taught me how to play Boyce Avenue version of Teenage Dream on piano! Is really hard, as most of the chords and notes are played off beat. Make it worst, I want to sing and play at the same time = GG (Good Game), I wonder how long will I take to be able to play it and sing it at the same time. Jiayou Mr Chong Tze Lip, Ni Shi Ke Yi De!!

Alright,
I'm here wishing everyone a belated Merry Christmas and a coming Happy New Year!
Hope that my New Year Eve Trip tomorrow will be a really unforgettable day.
*And be happy Tze Lip, remember to control yourself. =)

Love myself so others can love you too,
Tze Lip
Signing off @ 10.49pm

Hi there, just a few minutes before,
I was posting my back to livejournal post.

The most important thing inside my heart.
*cheh, who cares?*
Me: Sorry, I care is more than enough.

In year 2010,
I fell in love with a girl.
She has got a boyfriend.
So it is not happening.

I've warned myself at the beginning,
but I thought I stand a chance,
I fell into it; didn't want to get out.
Cause I know she is the one,
Hoping for good; hoping it back to the beginning,
back to the happiness I had after 4 years.

But, as the time passes,
things got worst,
I was at the lowest peak of my life,
I tears whenever I lying on bed looking at the ceiling,
I cried when I think of her,
Heart is not feeling any better,
That's when I think I fall in love.

She doesn't know,
I've been avoided by her,
Things are getting limited & more limited,
Sms, calls, meeting up, topics are all forced to limit.

I have to let go,
but I didn't plan to give up,
I will build trust; build feelings; build everything I can,
to let you feel how much I care for you,
It takes time and I know.

For now,
to look at the smile on your face,
is the most happy thing in my life,
is the reason now for me living,
motivation to success in future,
is what I found myself lacking of,
to have you.

From the beginning,
I saw an invisible bridge between you and me,
that's why I said you are the one,
I believe that you felt it or even seen it,
but you deny it,
so now I am building the bridge piece by piece,
holding my feelings toward you,
to avoid you away from me,
to allow me near to you,
to prove it again.

-tzelip-
271210

How emo can I get sia?
Anyway share with you guys this wonderful song by Rain.
Hope you enjoy and emo. Ha.

www.youtube.com/watch

It's been two and a half year since I last posted an entry.

The reason I wasn't posting because blogging is just so not me.
And now, I am back here just to shout it out loud what's inside my heart and I thinking.

Here's some flashback:

In the year 2008, my graduation year.
Failed one module so extended another semester - wasted 4 months.
Lesson learned: Don't Gay Kiang - the exam is on next day but I hanged out with my friends at Orchard Road till late night.
Reached home; bathed; and study (supposedly); but not even half way through, I ZZZZZzzzzzzzZZz-ed.
What else can I say? WELL DONE, really well done.

After graduation in September, is the worst thing ever. Student pass (VISA) expired, illegal to work as a promoter in airport anymore; forced to look for full time job.
Survived in Singapore: not working, paying rent, F&B, entertainment, mahjong for a Bloody 4 Months.
Unbelievable. Clap clap to myself.

all the way to ---------

Year 2009 February,
Found a full time engineering job (steel engineering), work location: at Tuas South; staying at: Tampines.
I have to take it to survive and to clear my 3 years bond in Singapore.

Travelled for half a year,
at last, my body can't take it, my soul can't take it, my mind can't take it; basically I sucks. After a half year of good performances (self-proclaimed), I've changed, became a late shit, always late to work, MC without MC (you know what I mean), no inform, phone no answer.

On 2009 October,
Officially, I am fired by my project manager. I deserved it and yeah.

Posting the most recent end 2009 - current 2010 going 2011. Haha. at the next post.

Anyway, welcome back Chong Tze Lip.

My My(Malaysia) best friends came to visit me!!
Yesterday wanted to bring them to Sentosa for suntanning and hot babes seeing de. BUT the Lao Tian Yeh don't allow us to do so by raining and don't allow the Tai Yang Gong Gong to come out. THIS IS SO THE SAD LA!
So in the end walk around in VIVO CITY.

Me and one of my MY friend, his name is BABAMAN. we call him BABA, bought the same things.
1st thing - Black singlet from Topman                       2 for S$29
2nd item - Red colored shoes from IP zone.            S$29 per piece
3rd item - white socks from converse.                       3 pairs for S$12.90

OH MY GODDESS! I saw a Adidas bag, it is orange stripes outline and white skin with black Lion logo and Adidas word.
I have fall for it in the first sight.
I am gonna buy it immediately I got my April pay. SO PLEASE COME MY APRIL PAY!!!!!!!! I BEG YOU !!!!

Ate in Food Republic.
Just because of the environment we have to pay more for foods we buy there.. Sienz and feel broking.

Listening "Loving you" by leona lewis and I'm lovin her!!
LEONA LEWIS, I LOVE YOU.
AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !!




Suppose to have work de but i'm gonna PON for 3 days! for my best friends men. HAHA
alright i think is time for me to turn off.
I was sleeping just now. cause of space concern so i was sleeping with my friend on the single size mattress.
but half way i and he was sleeping he suddenly crawl his right arm onto my chest. YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW !
erm though he is my best friend but I do think it is so not right. SO i decided not to sleep. And since now the queen size bed is available, I think I shall make my move to meet my dream girl le.
OYASEMI.

MANCHESTER UNITED !!!!
WooHooOOo !!!

one bloody nice safe from Van Der Sar !!!!! I'm Lovin Him.

Christiano Ronaldo missed the penalty shot.
BUT !!!
John Terry missed the penalty shot too!!!!
allow Van Der Sar to show his power saving the shot !

MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U

Alright
Nothing much today.
As usual work. Boring. Sales bad.

Maria asked me to buy coffee large and three pisang goreng don't want mine. -__-
She said is too fresh. dot dot dotz

It's been a very long time since i last blog.
where have i been to?
January 2008 i moved house.
so for my new house i don't have any internet service till last few days i went to sign up for internet service from M1.
OMG! Is S$200 for the deposit in signing up the internet line.
But is worth it cause I'm gonna Online , Chit-Chat, Surf-ing, Watching videos and XXXXX. HEH HEH HEH. =P
I'm just joking for the XXXXX part =)

17/05/08 Saturday                                                Sunny day

Today is my sis' birthday .....so HAPPY BIRthDAy JIE JIE !!!! Me miss you so much!
I going to buy her present but don't know what to buy for her yet ! SienZ to think of present.

OK
How I spend my saturday today?!

0100 _ I went to Ben's house and start Mahjong-ing
0400 _ I still at Ben's house Mahjong-ing
0800 _ I am still at Ben's house Mahjong-ing
1100 _ I am still God Damn at Ben's house Mahjong-ing
1400 _ I am still God Damn Bloody Idiot KNN CB at Ben's house Mahjong-ing
1800 _ I am done Mahjong-ing at his house

OMFG ! Me, Gab, Beng & Ben Mahjong-ed for 17 hours !!!!
We are all GOD-LIKE ! praise praise praise

ytd was sherry's birthday.
Happy Birthday to you too. =)

today suppose to go club one. but the birthday girl not going so. I slept for the whole night. hahahahhaha.

3.48am
tzelip sign-ing out

Now i m a busy boy now.
Many things i haven do..waiting me to do.. n i will do . N i m doing.

1st thing as a student my responsiblity is to study.
In studies, i have to attend all the classes. Do all the assignments, projects, tutorials, and do well in the exams.
So that my family and me myself will be proud of me. and ppl will respect me for being a good student.
For now , i've failed to do any of i mentioned above. 

2nd thing, as a student. what i need to do is concentrate in my studies. Enjoy my school life coz is once in a lifetime for being young and studying. Part time job is ok for me to earn some pocket money to buy stuffs i like. But always remember studies 1st before anything else.
Ok. I've failed to do tat either. Now i've been working like a full-timer than a part-timer. Ain't concentrating in my studies since i nvr do the 1st thing above. Not really enjoying my school life - nvr go class. or outing with classmates. but seriously i love my classmates n i miss those days when we were in year 1. study together. soccer together. hang out together. but things changed  Since i working so much, i should have many many many money for myself to buy stuffs i like. Branded stuffs. Nike air force shoes. Accesorries. Fashion clothes. and stylish hair. But i can get none of them. coz the money i have now has no chance to spend on them coz of my stubbornness. 

3rd thing as a student. there's one more thing i can do other than study. that's BG relationship. say til this part i feel quite excited, dissapointed, confused, concerned. ARGHz.. dunno wat to say bout this la. A failure in this.
I wan to have you. I wan to care for you. I wan to accompany you. I wan to hold you. I wan to hang out with you. I wan to kiss your forehead. All i wan is to love you. Dan Wo Bu Pei.
Looking from in front, my heartbeat increase and i dunno wat to say.
Looking from side ways, my smile comes out and thinking of our future.
Looking from behind, i wish i can have you.
It is very important for me to know that whether you are feeling the same way i feel. 
or mayb time will tell me the answer. 

Ok now 4th thing My dear friend.
I've known you for 3 years. We have the same hobbies, interests, class, room, job, idea sometimes, and friends.
I stil remember how we get closed to each other. Introducing me to join the CCA. Start from that day, our friendship, our time hanging out together is more than a normal friends. Singing is the one who bring both of us together. coz singing is our lives our souls. What i enjoy is when both of us on our way home, we purposely choose not to take the fastest way home but the furthest. Know why? Coz we wan to sing it loud sing to ourselves when we are walking home together. Shouting loud of the high notes at the neighbour hood. Laughing at the ugly ways of ppl singing. Flash back competition we join together. I miss and i enjoy those time. I told myself i m lucky to have you this friend with me around since i m alone now in singapore. I do understand something bout u. I know wat u thinking sometimes. Know wat u wan to say. And i do impressed by ur knowledge and ur speaking skill. you have things that i do not have. I ain't jealous but i m happy coz we are able to help each other. For u, i really treasure u and i do wan to continue this friendship. I dun hope at all for it to dissapear. I tears when i writing this. Honest and Sincere.

5th thing family.
i wan to be independent and for some reason, I choose to come singapore to study. I promise myself to study hard and get a degree a good result home to let u all be proud. But i break the promise. I am sorry. 
3 years i've been far apart from u all. Making u worry bout me all the time. from i was chased out from my aunt and was moving around. my bad and sucky result that all of u dun really know yet. hoping i m able to get into University.
Coz of move house. I dried myself up to work and study together in the same time. Coz i really need that money.
Daddy and Mummy, u both have worked hard for so many years to take care and support us til now. Is time now for both of u to rest and go holiday together. Enjoy the life and is our turn to take care of u. I miss u daddy mummy gor gor jie jie and of coz my dearest ah ma. Please take care.

6th thing - i am too tired to write anymore. good night.

~ Lip ~
4 Dec 2007 4.32am